Always Here

Gripping on to the last hold of what was me. So much has changed in such little time for us. We were closer than two peas in a pod. We could tell each other anything. But since this year our friendship will never be the same between us again. We are constantly reminded of the things that have happened, all because of one person. I know I'm to blame for starting all of the mess but it's also me that ends up the most hurt. all because I have no one to stand up for myself but me. Then you have the person that hates me so dearly to stand up for you. The person who can make me feel like everything is my fault with one measly sentence. But I have to keep my head held high and hope that some day everything will be the same again.

Forever && Always

Hope..

Hope should be for everyone. Not for me though. I looked over to him. My best friend. My asshole. No one knew him like I knew him. No one believed me that he was really a softie on the inside.. Not one person but myself believed in him. He has all his friends and he believes their lies straight off. Having hope for him makes me feel lonley as I'm the only one.. But at least he has someone.. I hae no one..

Paddy's Day

Also known as St.Patrick's Day.. Patron saint of Ireland.. Died on 17th of March in 492.. His feast day is on 17th of March every year.. It's great craic (fun).. Most towns in Ireland have parades to celebrate.. This year by far was the best and had the best fun with my friends.. I wanted to have Seann and Vicky there but sadly not..
Me and my best friend Eimear up there ^^ love her x

If you want to see the parade and some of my horrible dancing go to this link..

http://vimeo.com/10260568

love laalaa..x

You Make My Day..

This post is for my best friends/sisters.. Seann and Vicky.. Ye don't actually know how much you two mean to me and how my life has changed with ye in it.. We are all completley different and it's perfect that way.. Oceans apart but together in so many ways..

Seann - You are utterly amazing girl! You are an inspirational writer and to be honest I love you soo much!

Vicky - You have such random moment and love coke too.. A girl like myself :D You're especially nice and such a brilliand writer ..

What I'm really trying to say here is that I love you guys.. So much.. And thank you for being such amazing friends.. :] lovelovelove x

First Post :]

Yesh, my first post on blogger as Seann has advised me that blogging is good fun.. I guess this is like a diary yesh? Well let me begin, I'm Louise, as you may or may not know.. I have a serious obsession with all things Twilight, FanFic, Jasper and Jackson Rathbone.. Ashley Greene is my idol and I love her to bits. Music is my passion and Paramore are my gods. Well if you're reading thank you, and go watch the Eclipse trailer now (and if you're a bigger wuss than me you'll cry harder) :') Lala.x