Always Here

Gripping on to the last hold of what was me. So much has changed in such little time for us. We were closer than two peas in a pod. We could tell each other anything. But since this year our friendship will never be the same between us again. We are constantly reminded of the things that have happened, all because of one person. I know I'm to blame for starting all of the mess but it's also me that ends up the most hurt. all because I have no one to stand up for myself but me. Then you have the person that hates me so dearly to stand up for you. The person who can make me feel like everything is my fault with one measly sentence. But I have to keep my head held high and hope that some day everything will be the same again.

Forever && Always

Hating Life ..

Who should hate life? everything is there for you. I have amazing friends and I love them to death. But hate is also a big part of my life. Forgive and forget is much easier said than done. I've been called a lot of crap just because I don't listen to the same music as most of my friends, have a scary obsession with twilight, Jasper, Alice, Ashley, Jackson and all the rest. Yeah I'm different. Everyone is. So why should people make you feel bad about it. No one should be ashamed of how you live your life. Be different. Be spontaneous but most of all leave the haters. If they hate it, obviously they don't have much of a life if all they want to do in their life is make others miserable. Live life to the full becuse you only get one life.

You Make My Day..

This post is for my best friends/sisters.. Seann and Vicky.. Ye don't actually know how much you two mean to me and how my life has changed with ye in it.. We are all completley different and it's perfect that way.. Oceans apart but together in so many ways..

Seann - You are utterly amazing girl! You are an inspirational writer and to be honest I love you soo much!

Vicky - You have such random moment and love coke too.. A girl like myself :D You're especially nice and such a brilliand writer ..

What I'm really trying to say here is that I love you guys.. So much.. And thank you for being such amazing friends.. :] lovelovelove x

Life Goes On..

You might not want it to but evryone has an opinion and the sooner people realise that the better. Teenage life is tough and I'm sadly learning that the hard way. But who's to blame but ourseleves for making it harder for ourselves. Of course there's people who want to make you feel like shit (and believe me I know them people, they thrive amongst us). But why don't people look at the positive side of the world? The good things that make us happy? Of course the bad things are there and we always want t make them better, but why when we feel sad and depressive think of what you love in the world. Lala.x