I Miss You..

:3 That's all I have to say..

Seann Pangilinan, I miss you, terribly, I love you.

x

Thank You.. :]

It was my birthday yesterday, and wow was it a wonderful day.. :D

Some people made something very special for me -coughSeannVickycough-

Best present ever!

Happy Meep Fang Day :] from seann pangilinan on Vimeo.

I may have found it early, sorry bout that again, but everytime I see it I cry and remember all our good times :]

Also, my girls, my amazing friends, you made my birthday absoleutley amazing! :') it was truly the best birthday ever because of ye. Eimear, thank you for the tweets, heres a sample: @Eimear4cheese hu cares bout icelandic volcanos wen its @decodelala b day :P
@Eimear4cheese aaaaaaaaaaaaaah its @decodelala anniversary of ur b day
@Eimear4cheese @decodelala my likle bro says happy birth anniversairy
@Eimear4cheese dis day 14 yrs ago a chin biting baby was born :P

Ahh, I love you soo much wifey! Annnd you gave me a Jedward t-shirt which I'm wearing now, Love it!

Erin, that journal, most amazing thing I ever laid eyes on..

And of course, Dipsy(Aoife), Maeve, Louise, Rebecca, Louise, Edel, Meghan, Celine, Eoin, Hollie, Amy, Katie, Niamh, Emly and all my other friends! :]

I LOVE YOU!

Just For You..

It's been a long time since we talked..
It's been a long time since we laughed..

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies

So long since we hugged..
Gone for a walk together..

And losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
But the silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown

I may love you, but I don't know about you..

Always Here

Gripping on to the last hold of what was me. So much has changed in such little time for us. We were closer than two peas in a pod. We could tell each other anything. But since this year our friendship will never be the same between us again. We are constantly reminded of the things that have happened, all because of one person. I know I'm to blame for starting all of the mess but it's also me that ends up the most hurt. all because I have no one to stand up for myself but me. Then you have the person that hates me so dearly to stand up for you. The person who can make me feel like everything is my fault with one measly sentence. But I have to keep my head held high and hope that some day everything will be the same again.

Forever && Always

I Don't Wanna Be Friends

Inspired by 30 seconds to mars version of lady gaga's Bad Romance :]

If love is all you have to give, it's no good to me.. Because you may think it's all you have to give but you can hurt a person in many ways..Give your stupid love to someone who cares.. Because I sure as hell don't.. Nightmares to remind me.. Consequences of the hurt.. To much for one to bear.. I loved you and you left.. I don't want you back.. It hurts to much.. :/

Forever && Always

Raaawwrr :D

You make my life brighter..
You are my favourite star in the skies..
You make my eyes light up..
But you don't notice.. You're with her.. And she ain't me.. You are my bestfriend but you don't know how much I care for you. The hurt I feel when something happens to you. If you knew oh how things would be different but you love her. And apparently it'll always be her never me..

Forever && Always

Just As Much :]

So much for fullfilling dreams.. Make them your own.. Don't rely on other peoples faults.. Look at your own flaws cause they are the things that are letting your dreams slip away. But don't worry you'll always be a dream for me. I'm not letting go until you're in my life and forever && always mine.. :]